waiting for the letter
July 17, 2008
in the mail containing the orders for what I am supposed to do regarding the tests for this. I feel really alone right now, not so much Faithwise, but friendwise. I don’t really want to share, because right now, there is nothing definate TO share. And it seems like all my friends are having their own issues, so mine would be silly to heap, because, I state again, I really don’t know. I talked to the nurse today and they are adjusting one of my meds, and I hear it in her voice. usually brisque & clipped, “here’s what we’re changing” became, “how you dowin hun” “be sure to schedule the test right away”. Have I mentioned that I am way overly sensitive? You would think with the way that I am constantly trying to read people that God gave me a PHD or superpowers or something. I have neither. nice that she was nice. I really am not too worried about this, as school will start, and then I’ll have time to do the thing which makes this all go away, with God’s grace of course. with God’s grace.
